Message #62323

[BrokenWing]

I spent the day in the Bird Room, Dear God...Thank You!.
I cleaned all cages...the way I used to.
I cleaned Macs cage, and Athenas, Then I hit the bird room...I haven't felt this good in a very long time...even though...I was in pain!
I fixed the bathroom fauchet!
I fixed the kitchen floor.
Grout needed tending to...
The deck was very slippery, I almost fell....I couldn't allow this to happen to Rose, if she fell....I could not live with this...soooooo, I bleached the deck and will seal it soon.
Rose went into the ICU at Mercy Hospital, when I called her and found out.....I went friggin nuts...
Rose was having serious chest pains and now has high blood preasure....I begged her to please allow me to come and be by her side....she said she will!
I have done a serious wrong....I am trying to re-gain her love.....her trust.....
Its hard....I deserve what has happened...I done this!
Dieing isn't so bad...living is hard!
Peace!
BrokenWing